adhura pyar

Hey every one ,My name sameer. Chota se sahar .gazipur baliya ka rehene wala hun. Jaada padha likha nahi hun. Meri story bhi ek true love story hai. Jab me seventh class me tha us time hamare paas me ek mamuaji ke ladke ki sadi thi. Us time ek ladki gao se ayi i mean uss function me. Me use peheli hi najar me pyar karne laga love at first sight kuki wo beautiful thi sach m bhaut zada. Us waqt mere ko pyar ka izhar Karne nahi ata tha kuki padha likha nhi tha to confidence ki kami thi . Mujhe samajh me hi nhi  aa raha tha ki me ussse kese bat karu . Meri ek behen thi use me bola ki jao use bolna ghumne chalenge, and eventually uss bandi ne ha bhi krdia. Or hum teeni me meri sis or wo  ghumne chale gaye udhar bahut bat huyi lekin me use bol nahi paya ki me tume bahut pyar karta hun.ghar waps aae shaamko shaadi thi dosti to hmaari hogai thi to hum log  shadi me ham dono bahut dance kiye.Sadi khatam ho gaya or wo sab apne gaon jane ke liye packing kar rahe the us wakt mere ankho se ansu nikal ne laga kuki yr attachment hogya tha usse . Us wakt mujhe laga ki me uss ke bina ek pal bhi nahi reh sakta. Mene jaldi apni mom se pucha ki mammi, me meheman jaraha hun mehman ek jgh ka naam h jo odisha me h.or wo bhi Mere dost ke sath. Wohi mere dost ka ghar tha jaha jane ke liye koi bhi ek bar sochega kyoki ki wahan na auto na bus kuch bhi nahi chalta transportation facility nhi thi waha or kafi backward area tha wo  or door 10 km.sirf pedal bahut pahad hai . Jaise bhi me wahan pohonch gaya. Me mere dost ke sath rehene laga .kuki dosto wo ladki wahi ki renne waali thi ,to ab me usko daily dekhta.Ek din bhi nahi dekhta to rehe nahi pata tha. Do din ke bad ushke ghar gaya or ushke mom dad se mila. Unhe bahut izaaddiya unhone kaha ki aj hamare ghar me ruk jao mujhe bahut accha laga, finally jis bandi ko me sirf dekhne ko tarasta tha aaj me uske ghr me stay kr rha tha. Me ush ke ghar me ruk gaya tin din . Unn tin din me usne muje apna jangal taraf daily ghumane ke leja rahi thi. Me raat me usi ke saath me sota tha lekin me use tuch tak nahi kiya . Sunday ka din tha jab me apne ghar lotne laga to mere ankho se bahut ansu nikla me bahut roya . Use malum tha ki me use pyar karta hun. Fir me sahar lot gaya . Me use rat din yad karta tha mera padai ki taraf dhyan nahi laga me board exam paas nahi kiya. Four years ke bad me mera padosi dosht Nirmal ke sath waha sadi me gaye. Wo mujhe pehechana ki nahi mujhe malum nahi Unhone mujhse bat tak nahi kiya me use bat karne ki kosish kartha par wo bhag jati thi..kuki shayad 4 saal bahut hote h or wese bhi mene usko propose to kia nhi tha jab feelings hi share nhi ki to expectations bhi rkhna bekar tha...par dosto pyar krta tha me kuki kam age ka pyar jo hota h wo paak or pure hota h shayad muje usse pyar tha or usko sirf dosti?...
Wo mere dost Nirmal ke sath bat karne lagi Din rat usi se bat karne lagi kuki guys wo smart bhi tha mujhse jada or pda likha bhi . Mene apne dost ko bataya tha ki me Gudia ko bahut pyar karta hun me use sadi v karunga. Lekin mera dost n baat karna nahi choda or gudia bhi khush thi mene socha mera pyar muje nasib nahi hai , gudia to mili nhi upar se mera dost bhi dur hone lga kuki dosti or ladki me jeet sirf ladki ki hoti h dosto yahi sach h.par time badla me bhi badla me pda likha mehnat ki or aaj. Me jo  use pehele kahin bhi dekhta tha to mujhe bahut dar lagta tha bat karne ka himmat nahi hota tha. Par aj kal mujhe wo dekhti hai dekhte rehe jati hai. Kuki ki pehele mere pas style marne ke liye kapda nahi tha. Par ab me bahut style marta hu attitude h mujhme . Me Gudia ko bahut pyaar karta hun or karta rahunga. Lekin mujhe aajtak malum nahi ki wo mujhe dhoka diya ya maine use dhokha diya. Aj bhi me use pyar karta hun Wo bhi mujhse bat karne liye tarashti hai lekin me usse bat nahi karna chahata kiyoun ki me ush ke liye bahut roya hun or rona nahi chahata. Or me abhi uske ka layak nahi hun. Yehi hai mere sacha pyar Doston...
dosto aap jo bhi ho jaha se bhi ho bss agar pyaar paana h to mehnat kro pdaai kro pese kmaao kuki dosto pyaar sb krte h lekin pyar sirf usi ki kismat me hota h jo successful .
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