Tell me who’s love is true his or mine

Hello friends i m divya from agra… me ap sb se apni love story share krna chahti hu or ye b janna chahti hu ki ab muje kya krna chahiye ??? i think u will help me.. to bat tb ki h jb m first year m thi or un dino facebook ka kafi fashion tha or i m the girl jiska facebook account nhi tha so mene apni frnd ko mera b fb acount bnane k liye kha . then i got my fb acount.in the starting i dnt know that we shoud not make friends to unknown people. so one day i got frnd request frm a guy who’s name is ravi i accept his frnd request and we started chatting … kuch dino tak ye sab chlta rha fir jb b usse bat nhi hoti thi to mann b ni lgta tha habit si hogai thi uski or bas har wqt usi se bat krne ki icha hoti thi.. isi karn mera 2 year ka result khraab ho gya .. as i m the toppser of the class so everyone was shocked at my performance.. bt i dnt care about it ..kuki jb pyar hota h to kaha accha bura dikhta h..

After some time i feeel that i m in love with him, yes guys facebook waala love.. and he also said that he truly loves me.. then we decided to meet ..in july 2018 we met and we found each other gud for each other.. then hmari chatting badti gayi dino din.. or sath sath hmara pyar b ab hm hr mhine milne lge.. he always come for 2 days and hm pura din idhr udhr ghumte rhte the puri duniya se bekhabr … one day he took me to his friend;s room and we have physical relationship .. at that time i dont said anything to him.. as i have belive on him that he wil never cheat me .. thus our relationship is growing day by day.. his family is aware abt our love bt meri family ko bhnk b nhi thi is bat ki .. dhire dhire hme lgne lga ki ab shayd hme ghr p bta dena chaiye ki hm dono shadi krna chahte he bt meri itni himmat ni thi ki m bolkr apne ghr p btau ki m us ldke se pyar krti hu so mene ek letter likha apne papa ko or btaya ki rishi nam ka ldka h or m usi se pyar krti hu or shadi krna chahti hu .. or shayd meri jindgi ki sbse bdi bhul ya glti thi ye. ..or letter isilie likha kuki call or directly bolne ki himmat nhi thi ..

Us wqt k bad se mujse mera fone le lia gya laptop le lia gya sb kuch chin lia gya mujse i have no source jisse m usse bat kar sku .. wo din meri jindgi k sabse bure din the.. bt ek bat ye thi ki mere family ne clg jane dia muje kyuki ldka agra se ni tha so muje harm b ni kr skta tha .. dhire dhire i come into dipression clg m kisi se bat krne ki icha nhi hoti thi hmesa ye sochti thi ki wo kesa hoga khana khaya hoga usne ki ni bt ek din apni frnd se fone lekr mene usse bat ki to usne muje kha ki uski family walo ne mere ghr p fone kia bt mere ghrwalo ne ni uthaya etc etc.. or kha ki m bhag kr uske paas chli jau taki wo muje apna ske.. bt muje ye bat achi ni lgi to mene use mna kr dia fir ek din uske family ka call aya mere ghr p ki ap chaho to hum in dono ki shadi ki bat krna chahte he bt meri family walo ne kha ki nhi hm phle pdai puri krwayenge inki fir inki shadi k bare m sochenge .. dhire dhire 2 mhine nikl gye ek din achank uska cal aya meri frnd k cell p ki wo mujse milna chahta h to mene b ha kr dia use bt meri us frnd ne dhoka kia mere sath or mere ghr p bta dia ye sb or jb m usse mili tbi achank mere papa ka call aya mere pas or unhone bhut abusive tarike se mujse bat ki muje bhut dar lgne lga ki ab ghr kese jaugi me .. or wo ldka muje ek stop p chodkr chla gya mene use kha ki hm bhag chlte he muje ghr ni jana bt usne mna kr dia  at that tym m bilkul dri sehmi or adhi behosi ki halat me stand phuchi to mere papa or mummy ne muje sdk k bicho bich thapd lgaya or bhut bura bura kha ghr p lekr aye marte marte… us tym mene feel kia ki agr wo mujse sch m pyar krta to muje ghr p chodne jarur ata bt wo khud dr kr bhag gya us din bad se or pabandia bd gyi mujpe… bt mera ppyar km ni hua uske liye.. 2 mnth bad muje apna fone mil gya or mene ek new sim li or usse bat krne lgi pure clg tym m m use bat krti thi .. or ghr akr use yaddd..

Jese tese 4 mnth bite usne mujse kha ki wo mujse hi shadi krega chahe kuch b ho usne muje fir se fonekia ki m bhag k a jau bt m ni gai.. hr wqt chillana mujpe bs hr wqt mere ghrwalo ki burai.. then hm dec 2019 me waps mile n waps relationship bni fir jan feb march me mile and each tym hmare bich physical relation bna tb tk mere ghrwale smjh chuke the ki m usi ldke se shadi krugi… bt aj situation change ho chuki h jab mere ghrwale hmari shadi k liye taiyar h to wo kehta h ki mere ghrwalo ne uske ghrwalo ki insult ki h bhut jyada or wo apne ghrwalo ki ijjat or dhul me ni mila skta . me bhag b jau usk sath kyuki jb itna kuch ho chuka h hmare bich to kisi or se shadi kyu kru me,akhir bcha kya h kese kisi or ko face krungi me kesa jawaab dunngi usko or uske ghrwaalo ko ??? bt now he says ki wo apne ghrwalo ki mrji se shadi krega… ye chij muje bhut hurt krti h now m ap sbse ye janna chahti hu ki kya m apni family ko uske ghr bheju hmari bat krne k liye ya nhi.. or kya wo muje sch m pyar krta h ya ni meri family khti h ki m pyar m andhi ho chuki hu wo mere pyar k kabil ni h.. bt mera dil khta h ki jitna pyar wo muje krta h shayd koi or muje ni kr payega na m kisi or se itna pyar kr paugi i m very confused… what should i do????