or fir uski shadi hogai

hi….frndssss my name is “pankaj” meri kahani kuch lag h, june 2015 me meri mulakat mahi sehui , mere ek dost ki shadi me 3 din me hi hum ache dost ban gaye bhagwaan ki kripa se the, fir dhire-2 humari ye dosti mohabbat me badal gayi kuki guys ek ladka or ladki kbhi sirf dost nhi rehte ,ab to 1 din b hum dono ek dusre se baat kiye bagair nahi reh sakte the ,ha sachme itne addicted hogae the ek dusre k ki poora din call or msgs p hi din gujrte ja rahe the kabhi ruthna kabhi manana bas aise hi chalta rehta tha kabhi takraar kabhi pyar, kuki dosto jaha pyar hota h waha takraar zroori h ldaaiya rishto ko or mazboot krti h…mahi ko pata tha ki muje teddy bear bahut pasnd tha chahta to main khud b lekar aa sakta tha but dosto aapko to pata h hi ki apne pyar ka diye hue gift ki baat hi alag hoti the aur main b intezaar kar raha tha ki muje b koi teddy bear dega aur woh din b bahut jald aa gaya.yaar sbko gifts pasand hote h or expectations b hum hmaare parner se hi karte h ..

Jab mahi ne 1st baar muje gift diya woh b mera pasnd ka teddy bear white & pink colour ka bilkul uski tarah cute main akasr usse chote bache ki tarah khelta rehta hu kabhi-2 to usko sath lekar b so jata hu maine aaj b use bahut sambhalkar rakha h… mahi jyadatar muje babu kehkar hi bulati h uski aawaz se ye word muje bahut pyara lagta h q ki is word me mere liye woh pyar chupa h jisko m alfaazo me bayan nhi kar sakta hu aur main smjh rhe ho na dosto special feel hota h  aapko bhi hoga ya hota hoga jab koi aapko pyar se kisi naam s bulaega …mene to kabhi use naam se pukara hi nahi humesha sona,janu,baby kehkar hi bulata hu kabhi-2 to moti b kehkar pukarta hu but ab bahut kam moti pukarta hu ki is word par bhut baar humme jaghda ho jata tha or fir use manane me to muje bahut time lag jata h.. aise hi pyar me humare din beet rahe the.wo waqt dosto esa tha ki me hawaao me tha esa lg rha tha ab kya krna h zindagi milgai or bngai ab bss saari zindagi iske naam krdu or ese hi jeeta rhu, but dosto duniya ke kisi bande ne kaha h "nothing is permanent in this world"

ese hi  1 din aisa aaya ki mere sare sapne tutkar bikhar gaye jab usne bataya ki uski sagai allready ho chuki h,me shocked tha me soch rha tha ye kya hua ,ku hua ,kab hua or muje pehle ku nhi btaya  , but main kar b kya sakta tha q ki ab usse itna pyar karne laga tha ki usse dur hone k bare me main soch b nhi sakta tha aur chahkar b main use pa nahi sakta tha mahi mere hi cast ki nhi  thi humari shadi b nhi ho pati, lekin me uske liye sab chorne ko taiyyar tha  but bahut der ho chuki thi …mahi muje apni jaan se b jyada pyar karti thi kabhi kisi chiz ki usne muje kami mehsus nahi hone di woh b mazboor thi dono kya karte q ki mahi k dad bachpan me hi guzar gaye the or sagai todkar woh mom ka dil nahi dukhana chahti thi khair din aise hi bit’te rahe fir new year aa gaya or hum dono ne sath me celebrate kiya uske baad valentine aaya or usne muje aisa sarprize diya jise m jindgi bhar nhi bhula paunga.

Us din usne 1 alag room me mera b’day ki b taiyari kar li thi mera b’day 7 june ko aata h but mahi ki shadi ki date 28 march 2019 ki fix ho gayi thi woh janti thi ki ab shayad ab hum mere b’day ko muskil hi mile to aaj hi celebrate kar lete h or hum dono ne khub enjoy kiya aaj 18-03-2019 ko main ye story likh raha hu or aaj se thik 10 din baad mahi ki shadi h woh mujse humesha k liye dur ho jayegi main god se yahi prayer karta hu ki woh use itni khusiya de ki uski life me kabhi gham na aaye agar aaye b to use khuda meri life me likh de….. I MISS U …..

TO MAHI meri sanse jab tak chalegi main tumse pyar karta rahunga or god se duaa karta hu ki next janm me use sirf or sirf meri banaye… I LOVE U……MAHI frndssss plz duaa karna ki meri mahi ko life ki har khushi mile All the best mahi & every time missing u……

dosto life kabhi bhi kisi bhi time kesi bhi type ka turn le skti h isilie life me harr acchi buri situation ko handle krna seekho..

thank you